showers
‘my god how I wished to be part of the cemetery he was building. I would have turned myself into a black hole, letting all that is me fall away into that void, only to be rebuilt by him in whatever form he wanted’
hot
‘I always thought summer was happening to me, but recently I have come to realise that summer has been happening through me’
dating apps
“Maybe what retail does best is it shows you, often in just one day, the full range of the ups and downs a person can experience.”
winter in whitstable
“….. fearing if I show him or them or it, what I need, there won’t be anything there for me, that my desire will manifest as a white expanse of nothingness with me in the centre…”
