
“….For some reason today I wasn’t to be the lucky one. (The reality was that many, if not most, times in my life I had been the lucky one)….”

“….. fearing if I show him or them or it, what I need, there won’t be anything there for me, that my desire will manifest as a white expanse of nothingness with me in the centre…”

“I want them to stay the same and I want them to stay with me.”

“….it is nice to think that maybe there are some forces, some beings, that are willing to reach back.”